Not Your Mate Anymore
Chapter 32 Saying Goodbye

Sabrina's POV

I could feel the energy in the room changing. It was intense and wanting.

I wanted Xander and he wanted me. Days and days of hunger for each other multiplied from seeing each other on earlier today.

Now, here I was, on his bed in nothing but red lace.

I raise my legs and bend them, widening my thighs slowly as I watch Xander watching my thighs move apart. I bite my lip at the thought of feeling his skin on mine.

My left hand moves up to squeeze my left boob as my right hand moves to my core, rubbing myself over the lace. I bite my lip when I see Xander's eyes change color, his wolf fighting to come out.

I want that animalistic sex tonight.

I widen my legs as my hands go back to my thighs. Moving them up and down my thighs, enjoying the feel of my own skin. My hands move to my side, moving up past my hips, slowly up past my boobs and my neck. My hands move over the sides of my face and I tangle my fingers in my hair, pulling at my hair roughly before I spread my legs out completely, almost in a split.

Xander takes his sweats off and starts to stroke himself as he watches me. Which has me getting up and kneeling on the bed, watching him grow in his hand. I licked my lips as I watch him, thinking of all the ways he was going to take me.

I got off his bed,

"I want you to watch me take this off.” I say to X.

I took of the lingerie and threw it on the floor. Xander walked up to me and standing behind me, feeling his hardness on my back. He wraps his hand around my neck and pulls my head back, licking my neck, where his mark will be.

A moan escapes my lips and I turn around, placing my open palms on his naked chest, pushing him roughly until his back hits the wall. He roughly switches positions with me and my back hits the wall before he pulls me in for a heated kiss. He picks me up and I wrap my legs around him, as he takes his long and thick rod, placing it at my entrance.

He rams into me, my back hitting the wall. A loud moan comes out my mouth as he grunts sexily. He pulls out and rams back in, as he squeezes my ass. My back hitting the wall every time he rams in to me.

"Xander!" I moan out his name every time he rams in to me. I can already feel my climax approaching. I tug at his hair which earn me growl.

As if he could read my thoughts, he pulls out and sets me down, turning me around and pulling my ass out before he rams back inside me.

He places my hands on the wall then placing his one hand on my waist and the other hand wrapped around my neck, pulling me to him. Me, on my tippy toes, moaning my heart out.

He pulls out of me again, kneeling down in between my legs. He runs his tongue over my slit, earning a moan from me. He eats me out while I stand there, trying so hard to keep my balance. "Xander don't stop. I'm so close.” I say, enjoying what he was doing to me.

He plunges not one, not two but three fingers inside me and I lose it. I feel my whole body explode, Xander holding me steady as I ride his face, covering it with my juices.

Before I could recover, he carries me to the bed, spreading my legs apart then ramming in to me, making me arch my back. I bite my lip to stifle a moan but he uses his finger to pull my bottom lip from my teeth, me, taking that moment to suck on his finger as he fucks me.

I use my strength to switch positions, with me on top of him.

"I want please you. I want to control the pleasure you feel. I want to know that I'm doing that.” I say taking his finger back in to my mouth as I move up and down his shaft. He closes his eyes, hearing his sexiest grunt.

"Look at me." I say and he opens his eyes. His hands roam all over my body before settling on my boobs, squeezing them.

I move back and forth, feeling him so deep in side me as my head falls back. I use my body to spell out his name, riding out every letter, my eyes locked on his. My eyes change color to show Athena's presence, she lets out her power as she softly kisses his neck. Licking on the spot she wants to mark him, Making Xander groan and she bites his neck, marking him as ours forever.

Xander let's out a sexy low grunt as my teeth pierce his skin and go deeper, his hand on the back of my head, pulling me deeper into him. Once satisfied he let's go and I pull my teeth out, licking the spot clean before he quickly grabs my waist and fucks me fast before we both explode. I scream out his name as he calls out my name.

He holds on to me as we ride out our orgasms. I feel him getting harder again inside me and before I could react, he flips us over and I'm under him. He starts to fuck me, ferociously, spreading my legs up in the air. He goes faster and harder.

I'm a mess quivering under him, his eyes locked on mine as he opens up to me. I can feel everything that he's feeling and right now, I was his everything. All the pleasure he's feeling doubles mine, bringing me closer to a great release. I've never felt anyone like this before. He puts down my legs and licks my neck before plunging his teeth into me as he spills his seed inside me again, marking me. That brought on such intense pleasure, making my body shake.

I pass out righ after.

'Wake up baby’ Someone said in my head. I opened my eyes to see Xander looking at me.

Our night together flashed through my mind and I smiled. I had given myself to love again.

'I can hear your thoughts chosen mate.’ Xander says and I giggle like a school girl.

'I can't hear yours..' I say and in less than a second I could hear his. How he wanted to have me again. His hand started playing with my nipple as I felt those sparks that I've missed so much.

A low moan escaped me, I pull him down to me and kiss him. A knock on the door interrupts us and we pull away to throw daggers at our intruder.

“Come on you two. Sabrina has an event to get ready for." I hear Josey's voice through the door. "What time is it?" I ask looking at Xander.

"A little after eleven. I really tired you out didn't 1?" He says with a smirk.

"That you did X, that you did.." I say getting up and putting on X's shirt that was on the floor. He gets out of bed too and puts on his sweats before walking up to me and kissing my forehead.

"I've got to go make sure Lucas has everything in order. I'll see you out there.” He says and walks to the door, opening it to reveal a giddy Josey.

He turns to me,

"I love my new nickname by the way." He says and winks at me before walking out. Josey runs in with four girls, one being Margot. I guess they the others were also omegas.

"Okay, you go take a shower while we set up. I'm going to make you look so beautiful.” Josey says, excitement clear in her eyes. She hands me a toiletry bag filled with girly things that smell too girly. I smile back at her before walking in to the bathroom. I had missed Josey's girly nature.

I showered, shaved, washed my hair and dried myself. I walk out naked and the ladies gasp except for Josey.

"Oh she gets to show off! That is one killer bod post partum girl!" Josey says and we all cackle after her.

They spend hours putting me in dresses to try on and then make up. One does my hair and finally they were done. It has been a while since I was all dolled up but I felt like my old self again. Cj walks in with Adrastos who is wearing a baby tuxedo and he looked so adorable.

I took my baby in my arms and smiled. He was also getting initiated today. It was a big day for us. Everyone left me except for Cj and Josey as we all looked down on my little angel.

"He looks like Max. You can't deny it." Josey says and we all chuckle.

"He does, doesn't he?" I ask and they both nod.

"I'm just glad he's come to his senses about being a father. Now Adrastos can grow up knowing he is loved by everyone, more especially his father." I say.

"Well even if Max didn't show up as a dad, I think Xander has it covered. I was shocked to see him enter the apartment and head straight to the nursery. He spent a good hour in there, your boy was dressed by Xander by the way.” Cj says to me and I smile.

Consistency is everything to me and Xander was just that.

"He's been spending his afternoons with him. Every day he comes to my apartment and goes straight for Adrastos. It's amazing." I say and Josey smiles.

"Well, after two darn frogs, it's about time you got somebody that's screwed right. Now, we are gonna go. I believe dad is waiting to come in and share some words. See you out there!" Josey says before kissing my cheek. Cj does the same and they walk out.

Father walks in, and he pulls me in for a hug. He gestures for us to sit so we sit on the chairs in Xander's room.

"Sabrina, I'm so sorry. I should've known you were suffering. The signs were there but I didn't see them. I'm your father and I want you to know that whatever I'm going through, comes second to me being a parent to you. You can come to me anytime. I need you to know this." He says but I stop him there by holding his hand and pleading with him with my eyes.

"I know all of that. I decided to hide what was really happening because I didn't want to believe it myself. I thought maybe it was just a phase and Max will come back and all will be well." I say and my dad shakes his head no.

"Sabrina, you've had consistent men in your life. Me, your grandfather and Cj who have never treated you that way. You should never accept such treatment from a man ever! I believe I set the perfect example for you growing up and you need to take that with you. No man should ever make you feel unworthy. If he doesn't want you, he must bring you back home to the people that truly love you. Understood?" He says to me and I have to try hard to blink away the tears.

I nod my head yes as I couldn't find the words.

"Good. I had a lengthy talk with Xander and I told him this time I'll kill someone if my baby girl is hurt. Now, I believe I have to walk you both to your ceremony.” Father says taking Adrastos from me.

I stand up and follow him out. As we're walking down the stairs, what my father said repeats itself over and over in my head. He was right, I didn't have to stay and tolerate Max's bad behavior. I had men who knew how to be men in my life and they set the bar so high.

I allowed Max to treat me that way and never again. This time, I won't let a man treat me like rubbish and get away with it.

“Well if I do treat you like rubbish, I think you should beat my ass to obedience.’ Xander says mind linking me after reading my thoughts

'Didn't peg you for the BDSM type but I'll be your dom if you'll be my sub.’ I say. My smile never faltering as I feel X get a little embarrassed.

“Don't joke like that baby. I'm the alpha in every way. I will be the one doing the spanking.’ He says to me and I chuckle.

When we get to the open door that leads us outside, there's a path that has beautiful flower arrangements of white roses on each side that lead us into the woods. Now I knew why they said I needed to be barefoot. We walk for sometime, walking the path as my favorite white roses lead us to an opening in the middle of the woods, where the whole pack was sitting.

My father kept walking to the podium, where X and Lucas where standing. I froze on the spot, taking in all the decor and arrangements. Everyone was wearing white, except for me. I was in a red dress. I guess to symbolize Red Creek.

I started to walk slowly, smiling at everyone I walked past. My hair was tied up in a very tight ponytail so I could show off Xander's mark. He growled in appreciation once I came in to view.

He was wearing black dress pants but was shirtless. I raised my eyebrow at his attire and he just smiled.

When I got to the podium, he held out his hand and helped me on. The pack went quiet once Lucas raised his hand.

"Good afternoon Red Creek. We are gathered here to finally initiate Sabrina Kimberley Trent and Adrastos Marcel Forrest in to the pack. Over to you alpha.” Lucas says. Xander walks forward and gestures for my dad to bring my son to him. My dad stands next to Xander, with my baby in his arms

"Hello little Forrest. This will hurt a little bit but you're a champ, you'll be able to handle this.” X says to a sleeping baby.

Lucas hands a medieval looking dagger to Xander.

"Adrastos Marcel Forrest, you are hereby accepted in to Red Creek pack. Your blood is now of Red Creek. Your loyalty is now for Red Creek and your heart pumps for Red Creek. I accept you as my son, future alpha Adrastos Marcel Forrest.” Xander says and a tear falls on my face.

He holds out his little hand and pricks one finger. A little blood oozes out but it immediately heals and the crowd gasps. My son has my healing power I see. A little too soon for a pup to show wolf abilities but we are the exception.

Xander needs to mix his blood with my son's so he runs the knife over his palm before pricking my son's palm and acting quickly by putting their hands together, waking a sleeping Adrastos, obviously because of the power that went through him.

It scares Adrastos and he has his blue orb surround him, my father and Xander. The pack gasps again but Xander takes Adrastos from my father and starts singing some song. Within minutes it calms him down and the blue orb disappears.

My love for X just tripled, if that is even possible. He looked back at me and threw me a thumbs up. I chuckle at his goofiness.

"You are now part of Red Creek. You are now one of us. You are now under my protection.” Xander says and the pack howls in excitement. Xander places a kiss on my son's forehead.

He hands Adrastos back to my father and I walk up to him. He takes my hand ,

'Yours is gonna go a little different.’ He says to me. I look at him confused but that immediately goes away when I hear classical music in the background.

"Sabrina Kimberley Trent, the woman that changed my life. On this day, you will no longer be a Trent. I, Xander Callan Creek, take you as my luna. On this day, you become a Creek. You become my equal and mate. The power in me will flow in you, as luna, you will be by my side and be my voice of reason.” Xander says. He takes my open hand and cuts through my palm, doing the same to his.

He joins our hands together and a surge of power runs through me and a low moan escapes my mouth as he grunts at the feeling. Feeling him like this made the mark on my neck throb and I wanted to rip his pants off and have him take me here in front of everyone.

I could feel he was fighting the urge too and my thoughts weren't helping him. I cleared my thoughts and closed my eyes to wait until this wave of euphoria ends.

Xander let's my hand go and I open my eyes to look at him. He's staring right back at me.

“Now, we will mark each other other again. But I need Athena to do this.’ He says to me through the link and Athena wastes no time in showing herself through my eyes.

'l want Bain to do this with me.’ Athena says to Xander and he chuckles before letting his wolf out. When I say wolves don't waste time, they really don't. Bain pulls Athena to him and they bite our necks where we were already marked but this time it's not as intense as last night. It awakens my desires though and Xander links me to stop thinking about sex.

They lick the mark clean and pull away. Athena allowing me to take control again and Bain doing the same. The pack erupts in cheers as we turn to face them.

I was officially his and he was mine.

Two Weeks Later

"Hello Sabrina.” Percy says to me, sitting down on the chair opposite me. I had called him to meet me at a coffee shop in the human town I schooled at not so long ago.

I was visiting my grandfather and family with Xander to show him my family home and how I grew up. We've been to Blue Woods pack which was now, Blue Trent pack.

Cj was running things differently.

That pack was futuristic with all the technology. I had to pry Xander away just to leave that place. Cj promised to upgrade his pack the same way soon and that was enough to lure him away and off CJ's pack lands.

"Hello Percy. Thank you for agreeing to meet me." I say and he nods his head yes.

"To be honest, I was a little surprised you reached out. When your new mate called your grandfather for his blessing, I was with him. I won't lie, it hurt me but there was nothing I could do. I guess I can't compete now that I don't have a pack and I'm just a rogue.” He says to me.

"It's not about that and you know it. Yes my wolf has a soft spot for alphas but with you, it isn't because you're a rogue. Your decisions put you here Percy, just as your decisions got us here." I say. "I know." Percy tells me dejectedly.

I take his hand and look into his eyes,

"Percy, I wanted us to meet so I can get a few things off my chest. I want you to know that there are no hard feelings from me. I forgive you, for everything. Although there's no going back for me, ever, I'm not heartless. I asked Gj if he could let you back in at our old pack and he said he would. You are of alpha blood so you don't have to be a rogue. You can still stay in the alpha house as Cj built his own and be his beta. At the moment, my father is helping him run things." I say and Percy pulls away from me.

"I'm nobody's errand boy." He says to me and I laugh at his immaturity.

"Grow up Percy. Get your life in order and decide what you want. Your wolf is probably antsy from staying on human territory for so long without shifting. I'm not forcing you to be my brother's beta but you won't survive very long as a rogue so think carefully on this one.” I say.

"Now, you fucked up with me. You were stupid and easily fooled, hurting me in the process. I hope when you finally meet someone you love, I hope you treat them better.” I say and I stand up to leave.

"Does he treat you better?" He asks and I smile as I think about X.

"He treats me like I matter. He takes my feelings into consideration whenever he has to make a decision. He trusts me enough to come here and talk to you. He makes me and my son happy and that's all that matters.” I say and turn to walk away.

Finally letting Percy go. In my memories, letting all that hurt go.

I was going to see Max next.

I got into the car to find a sleeping Xander and Adrastos in the backseat. I chuckle at the sight and start the car up to drive to Green Forrest.

I called Max the next day after my ceremony to let him know what happened. He sounded sad but it is what it is.

We arrived at his new pack house. I've never even seen the outside with my very own eyes. It was beautiful and modern. Although this time, there was no butler to welcome us.

Max walked up to the car and opened the door for me. He looked like he hasn't been sleeping. Funny how life works. Just months ago, I was the one suffering

Xander got out of the car with Adrastos in his arms. He gave the baby to Max and stretched his limbs. Nicole came running to me and crushed me in for a hug. Damon and Tristan joining in on the hug.

They pulled away and greeted Xander.

"Everyone, this is my mate, Xander Creek from the Red Creek pack and the little guy Max's holding is Adrastos Marcel Forrest.” I say and their attention quickly goes to my baby. They take him away from Max and walk in to the house.

Leaving me with X and Max.

"Do you think we could talk?" I say to Max. I kiss Xander and watch him go inside the new pack house, probably trying to sniff out Adrastos. Most wolves would never let their mate be alone with another Male but Xander was cut from a different cloth.

I look away from Xander's disappearing figure and face Max.

"I wanted to say I forgive you, wholeheartedly. What you put me through was and still is inexcusable. There's not enough apologies in the world that could make it better. I need you to know that there was nothing you could've done or could still do to win me back. I don't roll like that. When I leave, I really leave. I also need you to know that Xander and I have decided to leave it to Adrastos to decide which pack he wants to run. If you want him to be the next in line that is." I say.

Max takes a moment to breath.

"Kimberley, I fucked up. I know. It was a stretch thinking I'd be able to get you back but it was worth a try. My actions, my rewards. I know. There's not a day that goes by and I don't think about how good I had it. My friends won't even let me forget it. I still love you Sabrina and I always will. It was stupid of me to think I could just replace you. Look at you, you're just amazing. I find myself going to our old room to relive all the memories we made in there. The night out son was conceived keeps playing in my head and the guilt triples over. I can't tell you how much it means to me for you to forgive me. I don't deserve it. I don't know if I've ever gone a day without actually crying. I cry for the broken family we have because of me. If someone would've told me I'd treat you that way five years ago, I would've told them I'd never but look at us now. All I can do now is be the father my son needs even though I've got a little competition in that department. Look, I want my son to take over after me, I really do. I just hope he chooses the Forrest name over Creek. I am his blood and this pack will easily follow him because of his blood." He says to me and I nod in understanding. "That will be his decision to make still.” I say as we begin to walk in the direction of the entrance of Max's pack house. I link X as I see my grandfather's car pull up to reveal Dorothy.

We were going to let Max have Adrastos for the week while we go on our honeymoon.

"I hope you have fun with the little one and I hope one day, we can be friends again.” I say and I pull him in for a hug.

Xander walks up to the car to help Dorothy with her luggage and the baby's. He gives the bags to Max and stands by my side.

My grandfather doesn't get out of the car to greet, no. He drives off without a word. My family was still mad at Max and who could blame them?

I say my goodbyes to Damon, Tristan and Nicole before I walk to the car where Xander waits for me with the door open for me. I get in and he closes the door and walks over to the driver's seat and gets in. He starts the engine as I watch Max holding Adrastos.

I was going to miss him so much but I also wanted him to spend time with Max. This was how it was going to be until he is old enough to decide for himself.

I looked at Xander and smiled.

"To the airport!" I say out loud and X chuckles with me as he repeats me words.

My happy ending just beginning.

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